Oh Great God, be small enough to hear me now.
There were times when I was crying from the dark of Daniel's den,
And I have asked you once or twice if you would part the sea again.
But tonight I do not need a fiery pillar in the sky,
Just want to know you're going to hold me if I start to cry.
Oh Great God, be small enough to hear me now.

Oh Great God, be close enough to feel you now.
There have been moments when I could not face Goliath on my own
And how could I forget we've marched around our share of Jerichos?
But I will not be setting out a fleece for you tonight,
Just want to know that everything will be alright.
Oh Great God, be close enough to feel you now.

All praise and honour be to the God of ancient mysteries.
Whose every sign and wonder turn the pages of our history.
But tonight my heart is heavy, and I can't keep from whispering this prayer,
"Are you there?"

And I know you could leave writing on the wall that's just for me
Or send wisdom while I'm sleeping like in Solomon's sweet dreams.
But I don't need the strength of Samson, or a chariot in the end.
Just want to know that you still know how many hairs are in my head.
Oh Great God, be small enough to hear me now.

-Small enough by Nicole Nordeman.

I find myself searching for this song again...it's not the big things but the little that matters most...it's not the miracles but just the simple awe that would strike me deepest. What have I to lose in this life that can be sustained even after death?

Do I even make sense now?

As of yesterday


I have officially become


AN AUNTIE!!!!!


Hahahahaha, my eldest cousin has given birth to a baby girl who weighed 3.05kg (which is .05Kg heavier than me when I was born) yesterday morning. I can't wait to see her pictures when it's finally sent over to us. In moments like this, I wish I'm going back to Indonesia soon to see my newest cousin and...the baby girl whom I don't know what the relation name is.

The family is growing soooo big! And this is only my maternal side since I've never met my paternal relations...=) I can't wait for the next vacation back to Jakarta...

Check this out, she's one amaaaaaaazing girl. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ozDh4NQveJs

The pixels are kind of big though...but what the heck.

3rd week working at Fort Siloso...I still can't figure out why some of the staff there are so fascinated by me. >.>

I feel so. Sentimental. Haiz. In a mood for self-pitying. How depressing.

Dad brought back a lot of prawns from his company. And now I have to rack my brains thinking of how to cook them. Stewed into risotto? Fried with butter? In a sweet and sour sauce?

All the songs I'm listening to right now are so sappy. But. They fit my mood. Sort of. Anyway.

I want to talk to someone right now but...I don't know what to talk about. And I don't know who I want to talk to...isn't that depressing too? Maybe I'm just so tired. I want to go watch 'Whose voice cries out?'...but maybe I'll fall asleep watching? Even thinking about that makes me feel blue.

I think I shall sleep on it.

FLUFF FLUFF FLUFF FLUFF FLUFF FLUFF! HEE HEE HEE!